悶 Blog

irontech - 仲以為今次真的很快就 fix 好了 t-inn pda, 原來又有問題! 成日 hang 機... 我知, 但有得 fix 嗎? Fine tone? $55 本也回不了, 我寧可多睡一會. 但我沒有選擇.

mbtech - batch insert 終於完成, 由 4 個 iframe 組成.
寫好 documentation.

同 karen 去 "吉野家" 食 dinne, 對! sydney 也有 "吉野家"... 從前的是誰?

同 anna 傾電話. osCommerce, 好! Server setup - Deploying - Application setup

同 fannay 傾電話. 我也很明白媽媽的心情.

這樣的 blog, 很悶. 倒不如不寫好了!!

時差

怎麼當你　需要擁抱
我只知道　工作好
可惜當我　嚮往起舞
你已拋開這嗜好
祟尚單身比較清高

怎麼當我　急切傾訴
你不相信　戀愛好
你一早已　沒有眼淚消耗
我至給你問好

我慢你　半步　請別逃
離別我你太早
我慢了　半步　想不到
拿著交給我的激情　還給你感情
誰料天色已蒼老

你一早已　給我擁抱
我早知道　擁抱好
那種登對　時間配合不到
沒法親眼目睹

成全自己一次

我選擇成全自己一次　放心想你
直至　這驅體沉落萬呎深淵
化身滿天瑰麗氣泡
圍繞你　直至看到曙光

我等待　時日逐秒馴服我
一瞬間　只經過十個秋
留低我　讓我置身曠野
千百萬年孤單　一瞬間在亡命擴張

我習慣　快快草率決定
不去想　事後怎麼作反應
得到後放開了
未結束又開始同樣故事

Tank My Hand

浪漫電影很一般　聽半隻歌想納悶
原來自你遺忘我　每晚會鬱鬱不歡
混亂自己的主觀　好惡愛憎都調換
就是那麼急需你擁抱

Come and take my hand now
現在是多麼想你愛　夢幻就算實現不來
夜幕下鮮花都會開

Come and take my hand now
現在是多麼想你愛　若是預算並沒將來
用熱淚裝飾一個海　見到見不到也愛

舊日用一根飲管摺了隻戒指玩玩
然而自你遺留我　戴上去很鬆很寬
就是自己不喜歡　也要以手心做伴
連玫瑰花開少了一半

我永遠都想你愛

散慢

不知是何原因, 工作散慢了很多, 好像沒有什麼動力. 是時候收拾心情, 努力工作. 畢竟人家代我不薄呀. 不能坐著 100% idle 的.

久違了

原來有一段日子沒有寫 blog. 今日同朋友提起, 好! 是時候 update 了.
Fanny 的兒子快要過來讀書, 剛好他和我的弟弟同年, 令我想起弟... 我其實也希望弟會過來讀書, 不過人各有志, 重要的是 respect 同 concern.

另一方面, 我唸起 mandy. 唔知佢點呢...

近日的好消息有:
1. 有新 chair, 17" LCD (wao)
2. 車修好了.
3. 月尾, 發薪指日可待

eggxpert@gmail.com

I forgot my login name but luckly my friend have it in his address book. Thanks Pat. Ok, everybody, please try to crash my gmail if you can ^.-

我的小提琴

讀中學的時候, 有小提琴興趣班, 打從那時, 我開始了我的 "小提琴生涯". 當見到 "小提琴生涯" 時, 請不要以為我拉得一手好小提琴. 說實的, 我能夠拉出的, 也只不過是噪音... 但我很喜歡拉小提琴, 那如泣如訴的哀怨... 那種涼薄的感覺, 每當我不開心的時候, 總會又那起它... 輕奏著... 落下淚來.

(TBC)

夜遊杜拜

當我一個夜遊杜拜 如何過
風沙中想起你 哀傷多麼赤裸
獨來獨往 如何過 節目不必太多
多少都知道依賴你是我的錯

我再不可以 陪著你去逛花市
也至少可以 憑自己闖遍這都市
這裡有極冷長夜 卻也有炎炎中午
我再難讓你知

我等你

不做考慮也沒半點猶豫
我就說了這一句 我等你
你眼中閃過了一些訝異
更多的是懷疑 所以你可以離去

不相信你還會回心轉意
是我任性才決定 要等你
我眼中的淚沒掉過一滴
只是隨你背影 慢慢倒流進心裡

我等你 半年為期
逾期就狠狠把你忘記
不只傷心的 還包括一切甜蜜

要等你 要證明自己
我可以縱容你在心底
也可以當你只是路過的人而已

愛到痛至極 才需要一段等你的限期
來遺忘自己

很愛很愛你

想為你做件事 讓你更快樂的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
求時間 趁著你 不注意的時候
悄悄地 把這種子釀成果實

我想她的確是 更適合你的女子
我太不夠溫柔成熟優雅懂事
如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置
你也就 不再需要為難成這樣子

很愛很愛你 所以願意 捨得讓你
往更多幸福的地方飛去
很愛很愛你 只有讓你 擁有愛情 我才安心

看著她走向你 那幅畫面多美麗
如果我會哭泣也是因為歡喜
地球上 兩個人 能相遇不容易
作不成你的情人我仍感激

很愛很愛你 所以願意 不牽絆你
飛向幸福的地方去
很愛很愛你 只有讓你 擁有愛情 我才安心

後來

後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再

梔子花 白花瓣 落在我藍色百褶裙
「愛你」 你輕聲說
我低下頭 聞見一陣芬芳
那個永恆的夜晚 十七歲仲夏 你吻我的那個夜晚
讓我往後的時光 每當有感嘆
總想起 當天的星光

那時候的愛情 為什麼就能那樣簡單
而又是為什麼 人年少時
一定要讓深愛的受傷
在這相似的深夜裡 你是否一樣 也在靜靜追懷感傷
如果當時我們能 不那麼倔強
現在也 不那麼遺憾

你都如何回憶我 帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來 有沒有人能讓你不寂寞

永遠不會再重來
有一個男孩 愛著那個女孩

Quotes

"The cruelest lies are often told in silence."
Robert Louis Stevenson (1850-1894);
Scottish author.

"Science may set limits to knowledge, but should not set limits to imagination."
Betrand Russell (1872-1970);
English author and philosopher.

"Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it."
Andre Gide (1869 - 1951);
French novelist, essayist.

GS8100(ADSL)

GlobespanVirata
Model:	VikingII
H/W Version:	81001a
S/W Version:	VIK-1.38.030917a2
DSL Version:	Y1.16.3
Serial Number:	123456789abcdx
Standard:	Multimode
Mode:	Routing

Uni

行到 uni, 遲到半小時, 反正都遲到了, 先到 libray 看書... 去了 level 4, 找到很多 guitar 的書籍, 讀得入神之際... oh... lecture 快要完了, 便急急走去 CLB.

做 lab, groupmate 話 mid-term exam result 已出... check 完... 很是失落.

剪髮

今日星期一, 放工後要上課, 上課前去了 randwick 間不起眼的 salon 剪髮. 平貴都是這樣剪, 反正都不會像香港剪的好, 不如選間又平又方便. 結果 AU$14, 剪了一個菇頭. 回家洗澡, 收拾, 換衫. 著上有點軍服味道的 oxygen camp. 嘩... 頭 and 衫 = 十足當兵.

I know

I've got a house but it's not my home
I've got some friends but I'm still alone
I've got a dream but it won't come true
This I know

I know the stars twinkle every night
I see the clouds blocking all the light
I know that we can't be together
Even if we want

And so the sunset sunrise I'm used to
And all the days and weeks and years
I've gone through
The weather is too much too cold here
I'd rather stay there for the rest of my life

I've got some clothes but I still feel cold
I've tried to try but they still say no
I feel so lonely all the time
But there's no one to hold

I pushed the door but it's to be pulled
I went along and became a fool
I went to buy the trumpet I'd been saving for
But it's sold

And so the sunset sunrise I'm used to
And all the days and weeks and years
I've gone through
The weather is too much too cold here
I'd rather stay there for the rest of my life

And so the sunset sunrise I'm used to
And all the days and weeks and years
I've gone through
The temperature is much too low here
I'd rather stay away for the rest of my life

exhausted

Monday is always a "not so lovely" weekday. I was exhausted. Feel so tired and weak. I need some rest.

Ford Laser

唉... 唔開心呀, 架車無樹樹咁壞左, 冇車用之餘又要破財...
聽日一早起身, 慢駛架車去 Honsby 整, 話個 engine 有兩個 cylinder not working. 可能係火咀, core 或者 injector... 死啦, engine repair, 好貴架喎... 唉... 黑仔黑仔...

Hotel California Tab

"Hotel Caifornia"

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5-----5------5---------4------4------7--4---3------3------3-
----5---5-------5-----------5---5----------------3---3------
--6-------6---------------4-------4------------4-------4----
7----------------------6--------------------5---------------
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-2---2/4---------2-------2-------------1-------1-----1-----
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Good News

Good News! Good News! My boss finally agree to get me a new chair and LCD monitor, although he's only agree to get me a 15", although dunno want will he buy the equipments...

Work (mbt)

There is a legal obligation to provide a healthy and safe workplace. In addition, effective management of health and safety hazards makes good business sense. It can lead to reduced costs, increased productivity, higher morale and better industrial relations.

I have been pissing off by my boss. He's refuse to get me a LCD monitor and a "standard" chair (standard means, just a simply one). Below is the links of Health and Safety in the Office, and guildlines.

http://www.usyd.edu.au/risk/ohs_manual/ergonomics/ERGO5.shtml
http://www.canberra.edu.au/hr_old/ohs/policies/hs_guidlines.html
http://www.comcare.gov.au/officewise/

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Finished the export module, export the price list from SQL Server to M$ Excel.

I'M SELLING MY KNOWLEDGE NOT MY HEALTY OR LIFE !!

不安

我一直在沉澱, 一直住下沉, 然後變小變小... 最後, 只有說不出的累.
沒有做過什麼, 也不是真的很忙, 但很不安定, 好像有些捉不著的感覺, 卻又不知要捉的是什麼. 感覺... 有點不安.

Sept04 Review

Life:

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Eventually I'm able to use the money(sept's salary) in bank.(It was just a number showing on screen, waiting for clear... what kind of policy/procedure is it ?!?!). Today, I have to withdraw:
1. $140 x 4= $560 [rent] CASH
2. $160 [electricity] BPAY
3. $50 [Phone Bill] BPAY
4. $500 [Transfer to Dragon Bank]
So, $1270 is gone... Life is so harsh~

IronTech:

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Lastnight I was busying on the tax return stuff for irontech. It's just a mess, I have no idea on 2003's transation at all, and nobody know the P/L Statement or Balance Sheet for financial year 2003. So, What can I do? Ummm... Anyway, do my best on preparing the papers and keep my finger cross. Will hand the documents to my accountant (Joe) on Thursday.

Returned the PDA to Teainn, seems the boss is quite satisfy for the new Wireless CF card (D-Link). I didn't charge them for this time, losing...
They have some problem with the battery, I have to check the price on DELL and give them a quotation on Friday.

School:

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The Semester break is over, have to back to school from this week. It's week9 (or 10) already, another four weeks to finish this semester. I'm still waiting for the mid-term exam's result. I found that the exam is easy, but I don't know if I'm on the right track of answering or not. Think I'll get a "not too bad" result for eCom (COMP931) but I'm worrying about Internet Programming (COMP9031). I didn't hand in Assignment One and Assignment Two for COMP9031. Why? Lazy...

Work (Matrix):

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Five days work Monday to Friday, sounds great? However it's under pay. Of cause I know I should be fulfill with this, so many unemployment...

My Taskes:
Design and Impletment membership module [pushed to production]
Database migration from M$ Access to SQL Server [finsihed]
Revamp Memory Configurator [partly]
Revamp Administration Module [in progress]
Design and Impletment Shopping Cart [pending]

Skills Reuired:
ASP, XML, JMAIL, Javascript, VBScript, SQL/PL, SQL Server DBA

BBQ on Monday (Labour day)

偷得浮生半日閒, 很好很好, 星期一到了Wilson 屋企 bbq, 雖然有一點遠, 但真得玩很樂而忘返. 終於, 算是有多點朋友, 生活變得有些點綴, 人也活潑起來. 參加了學校的 table tennis club, 星期六打乒乓球, 星期日打羽毛球, 星期一, 五 上夜課... 排得緊緊的... 這才是我 ^^"

ADSL

終於, 有 broadband 用... aus 真是一個不毛之地... 等了三個星期, 才 connect 得上, 只好怪人家地大物博, 不似得香港, 彈丸之地. 今次用 512/128. 希望比起上半年 256/64 會快一點... 然而, 在速度未知有否提升之前, 收費已提升了很多. 嗚呼哀哉...

回顧

記得每到年尾的時候, 電視台總會有些什麼今年大事回顧節目, 又或今年十大等, 總之就是整理一下過去一年的事, 來一個 summary. 我很喜歡這種回顧的感覺, 回頭一看, 發覺原來過去一年都發生了不少事, 喜怒哀樂的, 都走過, 感覺很實在.
其實我們很多時也在回顧, 想過去, 想想這個星期, 有什麼發生了, 有什麼要做, 有什麼高興的事... 但最近, 竟然沒有時間去想這些, 猛然驚覺, 有一陣失落. 也許, 是時候要靜下來, 整理一下.

休息, 是為著要走前面更長的路...

Australian slang dictionary

Australian slang dictionary, time for some aussie slang?! Click and check it out. It's funny and useful. G'day Mate!